All I had.

By sulatkamay

Why did you choose to leave

while I was holding your hand,

while I was crying

while my heart was in pain?

You did not even care

That as you were saying goodbye

i was crying

So much

That I couldn’t even see you clearly

That my tears were not allowing me

to see you

That as you were explaining

I was holding your hand so hard

So that I could I either show you

How much my heart continued to hold you even on that moment

Or show you how much pain

You are causing me to feel on that moment

-your selfish moment

You did not even know

That no matter how much I cried

How hard I held your hand

I felt so much pain

That I’d wish I held my heart instead of your hand

At least I’d stop hurting it when I begin to cry

But I had no choice

I was not the one that held my heart

And the person that held it continued to cause pain

Even though I already had no tear to cry

You said that you knew how much I love you

You did not,

Cause if you did

You’d know that you were hurting it.

Guess you never had your heart broken before

Cause if you did, you’d know better

to notice me when I was crying

Or you would have known when to stop holding on to my heart

When you left, all I did was thank my tears

For forbidding me to see you leave

Yet hate these tears

For I was not able to see

-until now

That all my hand did was catch my tears

But never really held your heart.